I spent hell a lot of money on commissioning pictures, more than 1,5 million IDR, I suppose. So from my deepest heart, I want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH for all of my commissioners, I really love your works! And yes, I won't stop commissioning people, I just love to do it, lol xD

Thank you, =mazjojo, ~Ryuza-Kahou, =Archie-The-RedCat, ~moesuke, ~atoz09, ~depinz!! Allow me to be your client again, someday xD

Alright, I gotta sleep now. I got anatomy class tomorrow and damn I haven't study even a bit 8DDD *kicked*

One of my favorite author, Anton Pavlovich Chekhov, is one of greatest short story writer that Russia have. In his story, titled 'A Boring Story' (not that boring, the story goes around the life of a professor in a university), I found this interesting paragraph:

"I'm sorry, Sir." he says with a laugh, "but that would be certainly be a strange thing for me to do. To study for five years and then--give it up!"
"Yes, why not? After all, it's better to waste five years than to do something you do not like for the rest of your life."

This line was stabbing into my very heart.

It's telling about a university student, Medical student, to be precise, who is currently struggling for his graduation. So what?

Well, I feel that, that line is totally reflecting me. Me, who doesn't want to be in the Medical Faculty at the first place. Chekhov himself, was a Medical student before he wrote short stories and became the most famous Russian short story writer instead. Life is totally unpredictable, isn't it? _{Hey, Mr. Chekhov! How did you know my situation? *kicked*}

Exam is over, and I failed at one subject. But I hope they wouldn't kick me out from the faculty later It's only the beginning, long way to go!

By the way, I just realized that I've reached 15.000++ page views! And I haven't uploaded anything in months! Whoaaa, thank you so much, guys! I'll see if I can upload more arts, just hope for my scanner to work

By the way, I still open feature slot here: [link] If you want to be featured, just say the word

Speaking of feature, I intended to make a feature for my commissioned arts, but... *glances at clock* ... Err, I'll do it later.

Featuring my current Roleplay Forum, Black Order Headquarters. It's an Indonesian Roleplay Forum based on the famous Anime-Manga by Hoshino Katsura, D.Gray-man. This Roleplay takes time in 1880; time when the world was moved by many achievement in science, and by the war all over the world.

Although it's based on D.Gray-man, this forum tries to be more realistic and historical than the Anime/Manga. So, while playing, we can also sharpen our imagination, logic, and world history. This forum is very fit for they who like to design characters and interested in world history.

This forum is taking domain in Forumotion, where this domain has 'Character Sheet' system that can make character registration much easier. This forum also has good organization structure, with Admin as the organization head and staffs that are divided into 3 sections : Evaluation Staff (to check and accept the characters), Moderation Staff (to watch the whole Roleplay), and Formulation Staff (to make the backbone of the Roleplay).

If you are interested to join us, don't wait too long. Join now in Black Order Headquarters.

Black Order Headquarters : You in or not, EXORCIST?

Taken from ~cynara77's journal. Check it out!